The Diary of Princess Beatrix Cecilia Araneae

Dear Elizabeth,
It has been quite some time Since I arrived in this realm, as such I plan to keep a diary, as a way to come to terms with all these new changes in my life, as well as using them as letters to you if....When I see you again.....As such instead of addressing my notes as "Dear Diary I shall be using your name Elizabeth...." I know this may seem odd but it is the most efficient way I can think to....Well cope if you would. I will say that while I have been in this realm for a while now this felt like the best time to start this diary. I thought I would tell you first off that I miss you...very much so, and I hope you are all right. This new realm is quite strange, but I feel I have gotten more accustomed to it, I even have met people I would gladly call friends, I wont go into detail about them all but what I can say is that each and everyone of them is unique to say the least. But the reason I have decided to write this first entry now is that....I had an experience with one of these friends....a boy to be precise. At first he seemed very rude and obnoxious, however this evening...he offered to dance with me. At fist I was very hesitant, he seemed to be like those boys you told be to be careful of when I got older, however as we danced a more elegant and regal side of him started to emerge. He was kind to me and very accepting of my nervousness, and he called me princess, not in my own language, but what I would guess was his before coming here, Hime if I recall. The word was so elegant and foreign, it made my heart race and my face feel as hot as if I was near a fireplace. However, it was such a great experience, however near the end of the night I learned that he had a partner in his past life, a princess as well. This thought filled my mind and my heart with both anger and sadness... I have never felt anything like this before Elizabeth, I only hope I am able to handle these new emotions in the proper manner...the manner you would, I only wish you were to help wipe away my tears of confusion....Until I write to you  again, I hope then that I am in a happier state of mind.