Sigh.
I know I shouldn't be doing this.
But I've started to think again.
I've been asleep a lot lately so the vividness of my dreams couldn't be any more clear than it is.
This was the spot where even for short while-- I watched the stars for the first time..
with a friend.
The only time where it didn't look so bleak.
The only time it didn't look so empty out there with all those lights..
I gaze outwards at the colorless void and wonder..
If I'm really looking at stars. For all that I know it could all just be mud.
"Something tells me.. If I start to remember too soon. It'll all be the end."
I sit there for a little more, closing my eyes and hoping I don't dream-- at least not too hard to remember anything important.
This fallen over tree, I wonder if we could use it again somehow after its become useless.
But then again..
Its already started to rot.
Subject: Shouldn't there be stars? 
2/12/2014, 12:42 am